Violated.

I think I first experienced it when he was laying on top of me. I had my eyes closed, and he kept saying "I love your 5 year old body". He kept repeating it over and over again. For some reason, at that time it didn't make me as sick as it does now. Maybe because I was 17 and too young to know what was going on. That was 3 years ago, in case you're wondering. No, maybe I first experienced it when I was 4 at the refugee camps, in Saudi Arabia. You see, my parents had fled Iraq, both wanted by Saddam Hussain for treason in 1991. I basically lived there for 4 years. That's when it started. When I was 4, my parents left me with the neighbor. They had no idea he wasn't a good man. That he touched me in places a man shouldn't touch a young girl. That was 16 years ago, get over it. Stop feeling sorry for yourself, it happens all the time. Everyone gets molested. That's why I don't trust him. He is a man, after all, isn't he? And all men like young things.